Today I felt so much anger toward my
parents. If I can call them ‘parents’, it makes no sense at all. I’m currently
in the hospital because of an accident that happened few days ago and suffering
over the pains. After Ponyboy and Two-Bit came over, the nurse has told me that
my mother came here to see me, and I certainly refused my parents coming to
meet me. Now, why don’t I want to meet my mother? Here’s why.
For many years of my life, my mom and
dad have treated me like a dog, or maybe a ‘treating’ cannot be the word
because they never noticed whether I’m home or not and never cared how smart I
was, where I go. It was as if I wasn’t part of their life. If I go home, the
old man beats me up whenever he wants to; the old sloppy woman thinks I’m not even
alive whatsoever; sometimes she even yells at me when something has hacked off.
Entering the house without nobody welcoming was not what I wanted for these 16 years of my life. Now that this
old woman is here to see me, she would probably going to yell at me about the
trouble I have caused and how annoyed she is by me. This woman believes that
she has raised me and she has right to meet me as a son. She hates the gangs,
and does not have right to hate them because they’re my only family, brothers
who really understand me the best. I just wanted her to leave me alone for
once, no bothering for once. Why do you want to meet me? Aren’t you waiting for
me to die?
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